God has really blessed me in so many different ways. When I was younger, I could've never imagined that I would be married with 2 daughters.

I love my little girls, my heart aches when I think about how much I love them!

Sometimes I will catch my 2 year old playing by herself, lost in her own little world, and I'll just watch her quietly. Tears come to my eyes when I think that someday she will be grown. I try so hard to hang on to those moments, but they pass too quickly. To me there's nothing more precious than the innocence of a child. I long for the day when I will know that innocence again. When I no longer have to wrestle away horrible thoughts, or battle against my corrupt heart, and my sinful flesh. When purity is restored and everything is as it should be.

One of my favorite hymns talks about that day....

There is coming a day
When no heatrtache shall come
No more clouds in the sky
No more tears to dim the eye
All is peace forevermore
On that happy golden shore
What a day, glorious day, that will be

There'll be no sorrow there
No more burdens to bear
No more sickness, no pain
No more parting over there
And forever I will be
With the one who died for me
What a day, glorious day, that will be


What a day that will be
When my Jesus I shall see
When I look upon His face
The One who saved me by His grace
When He takes me by the hand
And leads me through the promised land
What a day, glorious day, that will be

I once asked someone, "Who do you miss the most?". She answered, "Jesus."
I had to meditate on that for while. Most people would have answered by naming a family member or close friend who passed away, or someone they haven't seen in a long time. But how much more should we long to see our Saviour? To finally see what He looks like! To behold absolute perfection, grace, mercy, love, everything that is good and holy and pure! I can't even imagine it myself let alone try to describe it. I just know it's gonna be good!

I don't wish to die, but we cannot escape the inevitable. I'm going to try my best to live my life in preparation for eternity. I so long to hear those words, "Well done, my good and faithful servant"

Serve God because you "get"to

It's monday, a new week, another fresh start. I'm so thankful God's grace allows us to begin anew every morning. I need His grace every hour and am so thankful my "good works" will not determine whether I will get into heaven or not.

Yesterday's message was a good one. Pastor talked about other religions and how people will go to great lengths to fulfill the various rituals their religions require of them and yet still have no guarantee of eternal life in Heaven.
As Christians, we recognize that salvation is a gift, no works required. We should serve God with our lives not because we "have" to but because we "get" to. He deserves no less for the price He paid for us.

Growing by God's grace

I'm still discovering new things each day. As I've been more faithful over the past couple of weeks, God has been doing a work in my heart, I'm more willing to let go things that I held on to before, sin that hindered my walk with God.
There were days when I slacked off and was just miserable!! When a person has seen how much joy and peace being in close fellowship with God brings, it's hard to go back. That reminds me of the verse in Proverbs "...the way of transgressors is hard."
I guess the Almighty Living God knows what He's talking about!

Here we go!

I must say, I'm a little intimidated by this whole blogging thing. Mostly because I'm always afraid to say something dumb (happens all the time!) and put it out there for anyone to see.

I decided to set aside my silly insecurities, share a little more and hope my words might be a blessing to someone.


I am a born again Christian and have been for many years. I was saved when I was 6 or 7. I wish I remebered the date, I don't.

So because I said I've been saved for many years, that would probably lead you to believe that I'm very "spiritually mature" if you will..lol. Well, I'm certainly not where I should be. You see, I was saved at a young age, but I was in church very little growing up. There are many who would say that you don't "need" church to grow as a Christian and better serve God. For some this may be true, but for me a good bible believing, bible preaching church has made all the difference. I'm so thankful for my church family, and my Pastor and his wife.


I've said before that when I started going to church, about 4 years ago, it seemed like I already knew much of what I was hearing, even though I had never heard it before(if that makes any sense). But I've realized that it's not that I already knew, it's that I knew I was hearing the truth!! The things I was learning from the bible for the first time just made sense and sort of put things in perspective. For example, before church, I wasn't sure if I could lose my salvation. I learned that there is nothing we've done or could ever do to earn our salvation, it's a free gift.......FREE!There's nothing we could do to lose it either, "For by grace ye are saved through faith;and that not of yourselves:it is a gift of God: Not of works lest any man should boast."Eph 2:8,9

So once I accepted this wonderful gift from God, that's it!!I'm in, sealed until the day of redemption, praise God, my name is written down. What a comforting thought.


Because of what He did for me, my desire is to live a life that is pleasing to Him. And also because that's what the bible tells us..."I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto GOd, which is your reasonable service" Rom 12:1. I feel as though I've failed up until now. I heard something from the pulpit on sunday that has just stayed with me and I believe because of it something in my heart has changed. God has given me some small victories this week. I've been drawing closer to Him and have been blessed because of it. I feel more joyful, I have a little more understanding when read His word, and I am better recognizing His blessings in my life. I have a long way to go and I'm certain I will never reach anything close to perfection this side of heaven, but I've decided to keep pressing on and seek a closer walk with Him each day .